I sit here and read all the articles that I can find about Japan and the nuclear plant that is acting out. It’s ten days now. I know it’s a bit obsessive. German angst. I’m not afraid of the consequenses here because it is too far away that we will get any fallout, it’s more the general armageddon feeling that I seem to crave even though at the same time I fear it. Weirdly contradictory.